This makes sense.
And in spite of the fact that I utterly despise him I'm willing to vote for him if he gives me a good reason to believe he won't stab me in the back.
Honestly, I am capable of acknowledging that he would be the better choice. But so far I haven't heard or seen anything from him that would lead me to believe he would be.
This is not easy. You'll notice I don't have an abundance of good things to say about Trump. Trump makes it hard to find good things about Trump. Then, you have the people Trump has angered. Even when you find something nominally positive, the anti Trumps find things that are sometimes half truths, to refute the positive.
I think Trump actually loves America, almost as much as he loves himself. I think Congress would keep Trump under control.
I have no doubt Hillary hates America and would be given carte blanche to run the country.
It is with no joy that I choose Trump. I never liked him, and I never will, but I see him as less of a threat.