I must say this campaign is causing me to really evaluate my convictions, and ask myself some hard questions. I have often wondered what I would have done at the flex points in history. For example, prior to the Civil War would I have been a Democrat or a Republican? Had I been alive in Germany during the 1930s, would I have gone with Hitler? These are big questions for me because I am a former radical leftist, so I know that I can be susceptible to false propaganda that tugs at the emotion. This is the reason I chose to ground my political philosophy in the reasoning of Locke, Jefferson, Hayek and Friedman, and the legal manifestation of that reasoning, which is the Bill of Rights. Thanks to a paradigm as simple as "Life, Liberty, Property" I know what I stand for and what I believe in.
Now all of a sudden I am to support a man who in the recent past has supported various types of gun control (a violation of the right to Life), taking away the civil liberties of Muslims (a violation of religious liberty), changing the libel laws so that the press will be less free to write what they want (a violation of free speech), and increasing government authority in eminent domain (a violation of individual property rights). And that is just the tip of the iceberg with this man. There is simply no compatibility with Trump's point of view and classical liberal philosophy. None. If he is the nominee of the Republican Party I will be at a loss as to what to do.
When a demagogue like Trump comes along, it shakes me to the core because I have seen what happens to societies that, in desperation, turn to demagogues. I honestly believe Trump could be a very, very dangerous man who steers this country to a dark place. And I would hate myself for being part of the rabble that enabled him. So for now I am going to cling to the hope that my party comes to its senses before I am stuck with a personal ethical dilemma of monumental proportions.