Thank you, @Smokin Joe .
I've seen it happen with many people. A nun raps their knuckles too many times as a kid, or a Baptist preacher doesn't live up to his faith, and they grow to hate Christianity as a whole rather than understanding the sinful nature of Christians who don't live up to their calling to be like Christ.
Or the preacher who, holier than all about them, is screwing around on his wife and ripping off his flock...
Yep, I have seen that, too. And there is doubtless worse.
We were warned there would be human failings, and to me that's all the more reason to be humble--so I don't embarrass Him, not so much me, if I fail. I just see all those rules that were handed down to us as really instructions for living more happily, with yourself, with others, with a community, for health, wealth and prosperity, and for love and family.
What benevolent deity would not give such advice or instructions? Being a parent was an eye opener into the love God has for us, sometimes it seems harsh, but even that is done out of love, to teach a lesson to our children, but to teach us about forgiveness, and what really has meaning and importance, too.
I had a NDE/OOBE when I had pneumonia. I don't need proof, I saw Jesus, and He sent me back. I know He is there, it wasn't my time. Some day it will be, and I'll be back. I just hope I will have lived up to His expectations when I get there.