So sorry
@AllThatJazzZ Some people may think we are silly for grieving over a departed pet, but they don't understand that our critters are family to us. Your grief is understandable, so ignore the ones who scoff at you for mourning.
I'd like to think our departed fur babies are in a happy place, waiting for us to join them someday. Maybe I'm foolish to think so, but that thought has comforted me each time one of my beloved cats left me.
It's hard now, but gradually, it will get easier. Trust me.