This is hinting at a mathematical theory I have had forever.
That is, the past can influence the present. I know it sounds crazy ... but ...
If I flip a coin 20 times and each time it comes up heads ...
What are the odds of the next flip? Math would say it is 50/50 ...right?
But no. My money is on tails, just on the face of it.
I never could figure out a mathematical equation to justify what I know is right.
Because I could not justify it mathematically and quantitatively, I am crazy ... I guess? I don't know ...