The same people who, for the past three days, were consoling me, encouraging me to find hope in the future to stop me from self-harm... now admit that the future is bleak.
Tell me why I shouldn't go through with it, then. Because I will not live through another Lockdown Trump presidency. I won't do it.
Yes, I'm holding myself hostage.
IF Trump is the nominee, and if he should happen to somehow miraculously win the presidency, do you honestly believe he'd be stupid enough to try and lock this country down again? Besides, ultimately, he left it up to the states. Unfortunately some states believed Fauci and bought into the hype or were part of the game. Large populations died because of the lockdowns, people are not going to buy into the hype anymore.
Have you considered moving out of your area into a more affordable, rural locale? A fresh start, a new beginning. You are so young, you have your whole life ahead of you.
The future lies with YOU. Remember HOPE is essential and GOD will not allow it to rain forever. Going through rough patches is inevitable and we may go through even more rough patches. Everyone goes through rough patches and the future appears to be bleak. However, we never truly know what tomorrow holds. Tomorrow may hold the most wonderful day you've ever had. If you surrender, you will never be able to experience that wonderful day.
Sure, I believe we will see very turbulent days ahead, but I also believe that eventually we will see brighter days. The brightest days we've ever experienced.
It's like riding a roller coaster -- uncertain how you're going to handle the ups and downs and twists and turns, but when the shock of the ride is over, you realize that it wasn't so bad and you made it.
Look at you now
@jmyrlefuller - you made it. You can make it once again!