Believe it or not, I have never had the desire to be rich. Think how hard it would be to keep a check book balanced with all those zeroes.But it would be crazy fun to have enough money to do something that might make a difference, as this might.
My ex-wife was just like that. She was 'afraid' of too much money and she was afraid that if I became too successful that I would leave her.
Her 'fears' manifested into actively sabotaging me, at work, in investments, and even in private relationships. I do not know her now after paying her a leave me alone lump sum, but as far as I can tell she is 'living the dream'. Alone in the dark, with basic food, and killing herself for mother Earth and equality. hey man,... peace ... more power to you