I will again council folks to go listen to two songs by Adam Calhoun... Racism and Patriot
After you have taken them in - And fair warning, this is rap genre, and very rough language - But after you have an understanding, type 'Reaction Adam Calhoun Racism' into youtube's search engine and specifically seek out black folks reacting.
Do the same for 'Patriot'. I think you will be pleasantly surprised. Including what black folks say about the Nword... which 'racism' uses liberally.
I have listened to maybe hundreds of reactions. And what folks have to say is directly the opposite of what MSM and the liberal elite declare to be true.