I certainly understand that feeling.
However, I don't feel that way.
I know that once "full" disclosure comes, life for our planet--particularly for Christians--will become VERY different and more hazardous in a list of ways. I'd rather not see that day come.
I can understand that. When another friend, or relative passes, I think of them as the lucky ones now.
As I delve more into the AI subject it is more depressing. The tech advances overshadow my feelings of unease. People are increasingly going full retard.
The bad is overtaking the good. Maybe I am looking for a fight while I still have the energy.