Every reason more to embrace a loving God who cares for you and wants to shoulder your burdens for you. God is love. Sad that you don't see it.
You can plant and water, just remember God gives the increase.
It is not time yet for Pete yet to be given the understanding you and I have been blessed with.
So he looks at life through the eyes of his own mind based on this flesh, which as you know is inherently hostile to God. It is not subject to God's ways or laws and never will be - of it's own. You and I were no different before we were called to understand.
It's not Pete's time. But - you never know when those seeds planted might germinate.
Just keep 2 Peter 3:9 in mind.