I have a bit of claustrophobia, not a severe or crippling case, but I don’t like certain situations like being in the middle of an enclosed space packed with other people (years ago I had to leave a nightclub where I had met up with some friends because it was so crowded, wall to wall, shoulder to shoulder when I started to feel very panicky, heart racing, felt like I couldn’t breathe) and when I go to the movies or to a concert, I much prefer sitting at or near the end of a row and always look to where the closest exit is. But I also don’t think this is entirely irrational.
Now my fear of bridges like the Chesapeake Bay Bridge ….sort of irrational… but then again…
! No longer available! No longer availableI can really identify with the woman in that last video. If someone else is driving, it’s not quite as bad but I still feel very uncomfortable and don’t like if the diver is looking over the side and pointing out boats far below instead of keeping their eyes on the road and I feel a great sense of relief when we finally get past the middle and are nearing the end.
I also recall the first time I drove across that bridge by myself to visit a friend living on the Eastern Shore. I wasn’t thinking about the bridge at all, having gone across it many times as a passenger, until I paid my toll and saw the bridge and that big curve up looming up ahead. My heart started pounding, I started breathing very fast, I felt shaky all over, my palms and the soles of my feet were sweating profusely, even as I was sitting my knees were shaking, and I was feeling like I might pass out which of course only added to my panic.
My solution was to roll all the windows down, the cold fresh air seemed to help, and I cranked up the car stereo up as loud as it would go, trying concentrate on the song being played, but all the while having a death grip on the steering wheel and looking straight ahead at the car in front of me.
But to make matters worse I had to drive across it to get back home and they had the other span closed with two-way traffic on the east bound span which sucked as it is usually three lanes wide so at least I could have driven in the middle lane.
That was the last time I drove across it. After that when I’d go to the Eastern Shore of Maryland, I’d take the northern route, up I-95 and then east and south, just to avoid that bridge. $25 to drive me across? Well worth it!
I’ve driven across the Delaware Memorial Bridge a couple of times and while I don’t like it, feel a bit panicky, it is not nearly as scary to me as the Chesapeake Bay Bridge. I think it has to do with the open side rails and the narrowness, no place to go if something bad happens. So perhaps that is a type of claustrophobia. I don’t like driving on highways through construction areas where the lanes are narrowed and enclosed by temporary jersey walls on either side either.