I'm a deeply disaffected Christian. Getting more disaffected all the time, too; like I said, your viciousness is just astonishing. Is that how you think Christ acted? I have gay relatives and friends, who've married in recent years, and they live quiet, productive, honest, joyous and virtuous lives. Of course I defend them; that's what friends do. Because they are virtuous, and I believe that is what God wants us to be.
You have described what God declared abomination, not just through inspired Word, but through the complete destruction of two cities, as "virtuous behaviour".
You have defended the ACA, I believe, not just out of your fundamental love for Statism, but because of the Trillion + dollar tab it would pick up for the 1.3 million (and growing) number of those affected with HIV/AIDS over the next 25 or so years of their lives, and the anticipation of of the additional expense for those not yet infected being borne by those who don't engage in the sorts of behaviour which infected the overwhelming majority of those people--people, who, by 'virtue' of their choices could not get insurance coverage.
You insist that the relationship between God and the Church, mirrored in the marriage of a man and a woman, is essentially the same as the very act that is abomination, and insist on using the word "marriage" to describe the "just civil unions" you advocate between same-sex partners.
You have a far greater love for the sins of man than the Word of God, and this becomes increasingly evident in your posts, not just in the content, but even the wording. We have eyes, we see. This fools no one, except perhaps yourself.
You glory in using the power of the state to impose penalties on those who will not bend to the abomination and serve it.
Disaffected? Certainly. You seem to have placed the words of men ahead of The Almighty, and when you walk so far away Him, it is a small wonder you feel so far from Christ.
Just remember, He didn't abandon you, you have abandoned Him.