I understand . . . and felt similarly with Perot . . . and regretted it.
Still, and I recall Perot, a vote for Perot here did not affect the electoral vote outcome.
The popular vote is not what decides the overall race, only when it changes the the electoral vote allocation does it make a difference. Mine is no battleground state. Here there would have been nothing to regret in a vote for Perot, because it would have taken far more for Clinton to get even one electoral vote out of North Dakota.
We know she is evil. We don't
know that he is equally so, but he sure has a lot of the warning signs. He knows many of the same players, hobnobs with the same group, has supported them financially (likely bribes or 'contributions' to grease the skids), run in the same entertainment venues, repeatedly discusses a checkered past with no remorse or repentance nor does he see the need for any, despite proclaimed sin. With the myriad signs, the thin nuance of only suspecting he is as vile instead of knowing so is not much to base a vote on for me.
By contrast, I can vote for someone who represents a Party which proclaims that
The Constitution Party gratefully acknowledges the blessing of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ as Creator, Preserver and Ruler of the Universe and of these United States. We hereby appeal to Him for mercy, aid, comfort, guidance and the protection of His Providence as we work to restore and preserve these United States.
This great nation was founded, not by religionists, but by Christians; not on religions but on a foundation of Christian principles and values. For this very reason peoples of all faiths have been and are afforded asylum, prosperity, and freedom of worship here.
The goal of the Constitution Party is to restore American jurisprudence to its Biblical foundations and to limit the federal government to its Constitutional boundaries.
(from the Preamble, Constitution Party Platform)
As I said, I do not judge you for your vote, you must vote your conscience.
I can vote mine, and will. While I know my vote will make no difference in the final tally of electoral votes, and thus who wins the election, I will have voted to affirm my beliefs and desires as a voter. I am blessed to have that luxury, without self-recrimination, to do so.